Hmmm... 27

Hai hai hai crumblers..

4th of july...

Tarikh yg di ingati bjuta org rakyat US sbb tu tarikh Independence Day negara Amerika Syarikat..

Huhuhu.. Tp lebih penting paling di ingati aku, sebab... Tarikh 4 julai 1986 adalah tarikh di mana aku di lahirkan.. =)

Sweet 24.. Hahaha..

X tua, masih muda remaja lg.. Young and dangerous...

Thank you so much pada sume individu yg wish bday kat aku.. Aku rasa for the first time aku dapat wish bday paling byk dlm hdup aku.. Arigato gozaimas! Tp.. 1 adiah pn xde.. huhuhu... Xpe, x kisah pn sbenany.. Sbb each year, mmg aku x clbrate pn.. pada aku, 4th of july just a day to remember not to celebrate.. Fr now je la.. huhuhu... Sayang aku ade cakap, tggu da bsm, each and every time an important day come, we wont miss to celebrate it together.. =) Looking forward to it dear.. InsyaAllah..

For the time being, sabar, sabar, and sabar...

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 26

Aluuuuuuuuuuu crumblers..

dah lm sgt cutinye blog aku ni.. Mmg xde ms nk update.. B4 dis mmg byk ms sbb kat umah ade tenet.. Smnjk da stop mmg jarang sgt ke cc.. Pg pn sbb ade keje nk wat, x smpat pn nk update..

To my sweet sis; Zulaikha Aini

Congrats dear.. you always make me proud.. keep it up.. All the best in everything you do.. After this, life will never be the same, its gonna be more challenging each day.. when you stumble, get up and face it, its gonna make you stronger.. When you need me, I am always there for you.. Always..

For others;

Please please pleaseeeeee doakan aku dapat keje.. Da bosan tahap ultra da ni duk kat umah.. Ari tu da lulus exam gred 41.. tp lambat bebenor nk tggu panggil assesment center... huhuhu...

K la..
May i have another time to update this blog..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 25

wazzup crumblers..

smlm pg layan iron man 2.. sorang2 je.. almaklumla adinda kesayangan aku jauh sangat.. huhuhuhu

pergh.. kalo aku la, aku xnk suit iron man die tu.. aku nak otak super genius tahap mentibang laut die tu.. kalo la aku sebijak magkuk hayun Tony Stark tu, maka semestiny aku akan mereka menatang yang jauh lebih complicated, sofisticated, dan ber macam-macam ted, ted and ted lg la.. baru gempak bagak... mua hahahaha.. barangan mmg ckup expert..

sempat ke dalam tempoh aku hidup kat muka bumi ni satu teknologi secanggih tu wujud ek?? hope so..

predict the unpredictable..

My life my way...

Hmmm... 24

Hallow crumblers...

Waa... my dad looks handsome lor...

huhuhuhu....

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 23

Assalammualaikum and salam sejahtera crumblers..

Its have been a long time since the last post.. I've been very busy.. konvo, Sarawak, exam.. And many more to come.. And the worst thing is, i doesn't have an internet connection anymore at my house.. I am in CC now.. *sighhh*.. DAMN U P1 WIMAX!!!

The thing is, i already paid my bill, then without any notice they suspended my internet connection and said that i still doesn't paid it yet.. After i call their careline, my phone credit habis sampai about RM13 in 8 minit of conversation.. Damn damn damn!!! What a useless careline services.. Then they ask me to submit the payment prove by e-mail in 3 days.. How's the hell i am going to submit it if i paid it using online application??

Aku sangat marah!!!

But, its ok la.. I just decide to stop using p1 wimax, since now i did not stay at my house as often as before and my sis is busy with her bio-aura..

So, from now on.. Until there is a new internet connection at my house, i might wont have a lot of time to update my blog as before..

Tomorrow i will check either i get the KPLI interview or not.. Wish me luck guys.. I will update again after i know the result.. Da...

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 22

Shopping!..

Sawadikap crumblers..

Smlm pg shopping brg2 nk konvo ngan adk aku.. Niat utama nk bli bju kmeja plain je pn.. Sbb aku xde bju kmeja plain, yg aku ade sumenye stripes.. Tp klau girls bab2 shopping ni mmg btul2 dorg expert.. Dr nk bli bju kmeja, brtambah lg brg2 yg aku bli.. Huhuhu..

Yg lg bestny bab2 memilih.. Sampai aku fikir, aku nk pakai ke die nk pakai ni??

BAJU BARU
Bj simple cmni je pn brejam nk plih.. Aduih..

KASUT BARU
Yg ni aku kn paksa bli.. Die kt cantik, aku kata macam ksut bdut.. Tp yg best adk aku blanje.. Sbb aku dpt free, arigato gozaimas!!

BELT BARU
Yg ni pling lm ms memilih.. Naik pning aku nk ikut tlatah adk aku tu.. Aduih..

Tapi pape pn sronok sbenany.. =) Bkn slalu spnd time ngan adk aku since ms blaja dlu aku tlalu jrg sgt ade kt rumah.. Thanks sis..

Tgk tlatah die ms mmilih2 brg, tringat ms syg aku shopping dgn aku... 2x5 je.. Jnuh nk lyan.. Tp best.. Huhuhu.. Damn.. Miz her so much.. Lambat ny nk msk bln April..

Hr ni nk pg amik jubah.. Then lepak umah fmly angkat smpai hr konvo.. So maybe lm x blh nk on9.. blog xkn update smpai awl bln 4 kot.. Adios..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 21

Eloooo Crumblers..

I've been busy this last few days.. Studying for MTeST, settling things for my konvo, preparing things for my trips to Sarawak..

MTeST

This month I've been so busy, both physically and mentally.. Studying is one thing, MTeST is really challenge your brain, especially when its have been a long time since you do something like taking an exam.. I am glad its over..

Konvo

28th March 2010 is the date of my graduation day.. To be honest, I am not all that excited about it.. If it is not 'wajib' I not even want to attend it.. The reason i don't want to attend it because it cost me money.. Yeah, whatever.. Call me cheap if you want.. More than 100+ just so that i can get on that stages to take 'my' degree.. It is rightfully mine, I've work for it about 3 years after paying thousands.. Now I still have to pay some more so that I can wear that silly blue robe and get something that rightfully mine.. Waste of my money and my time.. Yup, i have said it.. Ask everybody, what is the important of the graduation day? So you can take a picture in that robe while holding your degree then hang it on your house's wall for your future generation to watch it? Will the picture of you wearing a robe while holding your degree can take you anywhere? Nope.. Whats written on that scroll maybe will help you.. Nah.. Whatever..

Sarawak

1st - 4th April I'll be going to Sarawak to meets my sweetheart.. So, i have to earn money for my konvo and also for the trips.. Fuh.. But, at least there is something I am really looking forward to.. 7 month.. That is the period we didn't see each other.. So, Sarawak.. Here i come..

I do whatever I want to do.. I say whatever I want to say.. I think the way I want to think.. I am not necessarily right in everything.. I am also not necessarily wrong.. All I am trying to do is being myself.. You should do the same..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 20

New Looks!

Ola crumblers..

Smlm ptong rmbut.. Sdihnye la.. Br je nk myimpan rmbut pnjang... huhuhu..

Adik aku kata x elok.. Ces.. Xpe2, next two weeks aku ptong lg.. Stylish tu smlm nk wat fesyen ape ntah die kt.. Then aku gtau kt aku ptong sbb nk amik exam nk jd cikgu, then trus die kt; owh, mcm tu x blh la nk buat fesyen2, u dah jd cikgu br blh wat fesyen2.. huhuhu..

niway, ni la rupe aku sblm n slpas ptong..

BEFORE
hihihi... Klaka je...

AFTER
Tada!!! huhuhu

Not exactly style tg aku minat, tp since aku ni jnis x ksah sgt, so ok la..

The least things you could do about yourself is appreciate yourself more.. Self respect will leads to a lot of other good things..

My life, my way..

Hmmm... 19

MTeST

Oit crumblers... =)

Smlm check kt portal, nm aku dlm snarai pggilan utk ambil MTeST.. Alhamdulillah..

13 Mac ni aku kn pg exam kt SMK Taman Ria Jaya..

Adoi, nk potong rmbut.. huhuhu.. Br cdang nk truh smpai blh ikat tocang.. hehe..

So, now study,study, n study..

Hope sgalany bjalan lancar...

Amin.. Wish me luck..

If you want something, do something about it, at least show some effort so it is worth that you need that things..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 18

Question 003: What would you do if you want to post something on your blog, but you are out of idea?

The answer to the question is.. Post something stupid.. Hahaha..

Hi there Crumblers..
I am out of idea what i should post as new entry to my blog, so this is what comes in my mind..

ME ME & ME!!!

There you go.. Since I am bored enough, this is the best i can do.. huhuhu..

There is a lot of way to do something that can make u smiles, all u need to do is make some effort to do it, at the end of the day, u will smiles when you thinking about the effort that u make, especially if you able to accomplished something out of it..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 17

Bunkyow & Co

Yo! crumblers...

Korang minat flea market x?

Bunkyow & Co ni syarikat brdaftar mlik adk aku n geng2 die.. Klau korang minat, check it out at

bunkyowfever.blogspot.com

3-6 mac diorg bukak 1 booth kat eksposis uitm merbuk.. smlm last day,, so aku pg la tgk2 jap..

Handmade bags antara produk diorg yg plg mndpt smbutan plg tinggi.. Spanjang hr aku duk eksposis tu tgk adk2 aku mniaga, mcm best je.. Bgus la, effort diorg mmg aku respek..

Pape pn lps ni aku nk mintak kat geng2 bunkyow komisyen sbb jd promoter diorg... Hehehe

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 16

KPLI

Whats up crumblers..

Da lm x mnulis.. X sempat, keje n stdy... Yup, stdy.. Mtest.. (Malaysian teachers selection test).. Aku nk jd cikgu? Aku? Huhuhu.. No komen..

Hr tu isi pmohonan kpli utk intake Jun.. Hope dpt.. Amin..

If kita asyik mengomen ttg btapa trukny bdk2 skrg, btapa rosakny diorg, the least we could do is do smthings.. So pd aku jd pendidik ni slah satu step yg blh aku ambil utk didik ank bgsa aku sndri.. Doesn't matter how, at least we try..

My dream, one day aku blh trapkn ideologi aku dlm jiwa bdk2 yg aku didik, n of coz la ideologi yg positif.. InsyaAllah i can do it..

So, papepn wish me luck.. =)

If you think there is something wrong somewhere.. Try to do something about it.. I may not perfect , but i tend to do something rather than just sit n watch, that is the differences between me and you.. Talk without action is just waste of everything..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 15

Question 002: Apakah sebab utama girls yg suke dedah sn dedah sini create profiles in facebook, myspace, Friendster, etc.. Then ltak pic seksi2 diorg kt ctu?

Aku tgk budak2 pmpn skrg yg umo br 17- al 20-an rmai sgt yg cmni.. X fhm tul aku.. Lg truk n kcewa bl aku tgk rmai yg cmtu dak2 mlayu Islam.. Xtau nk kt ape.. Bangsa aku, agama aku.. Yup. aku sndri bkn bgus mn pn.. Byk bruk dr baikny.. Hm..

So crumblers, korg rs sbb pe diorg sk sgt mendedahkn dr diorg ek?

Pd gdis2 mentah yg bkenaan, this is what i have to say to u..

korg = attention seeker..

sbb,

1. korg sntasa fkir ape org akn kt ttg korg, so korg try sbaik mgkin iutk mpress org len.. Korg nk org tgk korg then say smthng about korg..
2. korg envy bl ade org len yg blh fit in dgn mudah dalam society, so korg pn nk jgk fit in dgn mudah, carany; buat smthng yg akn buat org bg phatian pd korg..
3. Korg sengaja public kn profile korg (even sbnarny blh je nk private).. korg nk sume org tgk pic2 'mnrik' korg tu..
4. Then korg nk org len komen pic ko sbnyak yg blh... Korg plih mn komen yg x best, then korg delete.. Korg just nk org len bc komen yg best2 je.. Supaya org len just nmpk kbaikan je..
5. Korg hanyalah attention seeker yg pretend to be happy, pretend to be nice n easy going.. But deep inside, korg just a sad lonely girls trying to fit in using a wrong method..

So,
korg = plastik...

Yup, rmai lg plastik mcm ko kt lua sn.. so, dont be ashamed... u re not alone..

Nasihat aku.. klau btul pn nk seek attention, just be ur trueself.. Dont pretend to be someone else.. Dgn cr ko skrg ni, cb fkir, org len especially lelaki sk kt korg knp? Sbb ko caring? Sbb korg sweet? Nah.. Sbb diorg blh nmpak lbh byk bhgian bdn ko yg x btutup, drpd yg brtutup..

Bf korg? Cb for 1 whole week, korg pkai jubah n cb btudung ke bl kuar dgn a very understandings bf korg tu, then nnt korg tgk la mn 'chenta' korg tu pg.. Korg nk mrh, nk maki aku sbb ckp cmni? Up 2 u..

Ignorance is a sin.. I m just plying my part as a human being.. I wont say sorry for doing the right things, but i feel sorry for all of u for doing the wrong thing..

Chow..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 14

Its Over!!

Demam da hbs, sakit tekak da xde, selsema da hilang, btuk da reda, slera da ok..

Fuhh.. Lega..

From now on.. Nk qada blk makan.. Hehe.. Smggu aku hlg slera mkn.. Since lidah aku da normal sumula.. Makan makan n makan.. First st0p; satay..

Bersyukur kerana anda dikurniakan lidah yg boleh mrasai knikmtan rasa2 mkanan..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 13

Still Demam

Hallow crumblers..

Just woke up.. Kepala macam ade batu 16 tan.. Nk bukak mata pn payah td..
Aku ckup payah nk demam, tp bila demam plg kurang smggu br abes.. Well, its already 4 days, at least i just have to keep up this hell for another 3 days.. If not, maybe another 1 week.. Huhuhu..

U know, the funny things is, when u got sick, people will ask u something that they usually doesn't ask you about it.. Such as; nk makan ape? All i need to do is ask for it then my wish will be granted.. And more funnier things is, people tend to ask that kind of question when that question is not needed the most.. Why? Because as for now, air masak pn rasa pahit.. So, even letak rusa panggang or lobster kukus skalipn dpn aku skrg, surely i'll past..

Seingat aku smlm aku dnga menu hr ni ketam masak lemak cili api.. Huhuhu.. Kalau hr biase aku tgh sihat walafiat mgkin really looking forward to it.. But dlm keadaan ni, alahai..

Huhuhu,
Just mrapu di kala pg..
I'm out..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 12

Demam...

Aduyai..
Demam la plak..
Da lm x dmam truk cmni.. Smlm x bgn.. Huhuhu

Tp dengan selambanya ubat yg blambak tu aku wat phiasan je.. Ckup la mnyampah tgk ubat bebanyak tu..

Xnk aku mkn ubat.. One of the things that i hate; Ubat..

Mampus la org nk kt cam dak kcik pn..

Huh..

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Hmmm... 11

Zulaikha Aini

Tembam x? Huhuhu.. Ni la si adk comel aku..
How to describe her;

1. Manje
2. Nakal
3. Kuat nangis
4. Strong in her own way
5. Sweet
6. Cute
7. Emo
8. Lovable

Dah2.. 8 je ckup.. Nnt mati kn ckik die plak.. hehe.. As i can remember ktorg mula knal ms dak kcik ni form 2.. Diorg nk btnding bahas n me as org yg bpglmn tlg bg tunjuk ajar.. Kira murid aku dlam bhas la ni.. (Tp aku x kmane, die pg jauh jgk la dlm bahas ni.. PROUD*) Since then aku dgn die sgt rapat, until now, she is one of da closest non blood related to me.. Even xde ptalian darah, aku anggap dak kcik ni exactly like my own sis.. Luv her n always care about her.. Because I m her only brother.. Right sis?? huhu..

Now ktorg jauh antra satu sm lain, x jmpa da dkt 4 thn da.. Sigh.. X dapat tgk my sis membesar.. As I knows, she had her hard times, but I m glad that she always have friends around her that always there for her.. Pape pn.. Sis, if u read dis.. Luv u so much, n u re defntly one of the most precious things that i want to keep in my life.. Hope to see u soon.. Nk tgk da besar mn adk abg ni.. Hehehe..

Treasure everything that make your life feel more meaningful..

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Hmmm... 10

Sick and tired of it..

hellow crumblers..

Aku pcaya apa yg aku lalui n alami ni mmg dah ramai org len lalui n alami.. Penah x 1 time korg tgur somebody lbh tua or lbh superior dr korg d sbb kn smthng wrong tp tguran korang d layan mcm anjing.. Just becoz dorg lbh tua or lbh superior doesn't meant dorg always right, doesn't meant diorg better than us in judging something..

Sometimes they re far worst than us.. Especially when their thick egos clouding their judgement.. Aku rasa x salah kalo kita sm2 tgur mngur, sm2 ingat mengigat.. Of coz, carany kn btul.. Adab n nilai2 kita org timur kn d utamakn.. Tp.. Jnis aku bila kt ckp baik2 tp org blas mcm s**t, mmg aku akan balas balik dgn lbh s**t lg.. Well if u can't respect me, why should i? Yeah, morality mmg asas khdupan yg harmoni.. But moraliti my a** klau kita je yg sntisa igt ttg moral, etika, nilai, tp org yg spatutny jadi contoh pd kita x pduli pn aspek2 tu..

Jangan suka2 nk pijak kpl org n jgn sng2 bg orgg pijak kpl kita.. Pangkat, nama, ape yg ade dgn sume tu? Akhirat nnt bukan blh bantu ko masuk syurga pn..

Leads by a good examples then u will be followed with respect.. Stands for the right things as that things is your pride..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 9

Elop..

This last few days I've been b bit busy.. So not really have a time to post anything, since today there is a much time for me, so i took a minutes to post something..

JOBLESS
That is me.. For a while I've been working with my family n received a daily pay from my mom.. Everyday is just the same for me.. Like a tape that will be rewind after its finished to start all over again.. Even i got my salary, but i can't consider this as a real job.. As long I'm stuck in this house, I' m considered as jobless.. sigh* I can't let this continued.. So i took a last few days to find a job.. Anything would be okay as long the job is suits with the pays.. I need a new job so badly.. huhuhu

HURT..
My left knee is hurt like hell.. Last year on august i got into an accident , stumble my head and my left knee, at that time my left knee turn into dark green and swallow like a balloon.. After a few month its recover and i can walk normally again.. But, starting yesterday, its hurt again especially if I'm trying to bend my knee.. Hope it wont be last long...

owh k.. thats it for now.. Wish me luck for getting a new job.. Also hope my left knee will recover soon..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 8

Lesson 981
"things you must and mustn’t do when you involved in street fight"

Alright my fellow crumblers, before we start the lesson, first, watch the video at the bottom of dis post...

alright, now lets continue our lesson..

Things you mustn’t do

1. Don't bother to bring a weapon if at the end the weapon will be used against you..
2. Know your situation, if you are already injured and bleeding because of your opponent's weapon, don't do funny things such as trying to swing your punch at him, because HE HAS A WEAPON.. You will end up injured more..
3. Don't bother to pick up your shoes until the fight is over, your opponent is a hungry tiger waiting for the right chance..
4. Don't throw the weapon away unless the fight is over, as I said earlier, your opponent is waiting for a moment like that..
5. Next time, don't bother to waste your time fighting in the middle of busy roads, u re just make the traffic worse.. Come on guys, be considered...
6. And finally, don't let your moron friend to filming your fight and upload it in you tube because at the end, the video will be used against you in the court of law..

Things you must do

1. Think and act quickly with accuracy, such as snatch your opponent's weapon to be used back against him.
2. Pick a better place for your showdown because.. Come on.. In the middle of the road? I wonder if next time u will get injuries because of the fight or some random car run you over..
3. Just run if you know that you can't win the fight.. Be realistic, him=weapon, you=non weapon...
4. If you can, try use anything that u can grab as long it can be used as a weapon.. Such as; shoes..
   
5. Just ignored your surroundings, focus on the fight.. I think this guys really focused their mind on the fight, they completely ignored everything..
6. Finally, when the fight is over, throw away the weapon as far as you could n hope the police couldn't find it..

Do you noticed something? Yeah.. Between hundred of cars and other vehicles, not even one person trying to act wisely to stop the fight.. Yeah, I understand, why should you even care right? Not your problems.. Hell, honestly I might just do the same thing.. Why should I even bother.. This is what we called 1 Malaysia in the making.. Seriously, there is one hell of a work to do to make it happen..

I m not posting this post to make a fun of anybody (yeah right), just trying to show a little bit of reality in our daily life..

My life. my way...

Hmmm... 7

Question 001: Which is more important, money or educational status?

Ok aku letakkan satu situasi.. Ade sorang manusia, umur 19 tahun, die ade dua cabang hdup yang die prlu pilih;

Simpang A: Berenti blaja, truskan dengan wat bisnes, tumpu 100% since da ade asas yg kukuh. InsyaAllah, by 25 da bgelar jutawan muda.
Simpang B: Sambung blaja, wat degree utk 4 tahun, smbung master untuk 2 tahun, wat PhD untuk ntah aku pn x tau brape tahun.

simpang mn yg spatutny si manusia ni ambil??

Td aku argue dgn somebody ttg pkara ni.. Pada aku, watpe nk bzir kn btahun2 hdup smata2 nk dapat kn status dr ke, prof ke.. Utk dptkn segulung ijazah yg ntah laku ke tidak dalam zaman 'cablerisme' (istilah aku guna utk mnusia dptkn krja guna kabel.. Ahaks..) ni..

Zaman skrg ni, duit is almost everythng.. almost.. Love need money, happinessneed money, everything needs money.. Sape kate love x libatkn money?? ok, bcinta, 3,4,5,6,7 tahun so sweet, ckup ms, "abg jom kawen?" "syg.. abg xde duit.. hntaran, mas kawin, baju pgantin, upah mak andam, cincin.. banyaknye nk pakai duit yang.." huh.. babai..

So brbalikk kpd tjuk asl, mn lbh pnting? Pada aku lbh baik la manusia tu kejar duit dr kejar status tu.. Ape jaminan educational status tu blh janjikn? Ko ade duit, apa pn ko blh dptkn..

Org yg argue dgn aku tu kata mak bapak bangga tgk ank2 dpt ijazah.. Really?? x pyh lm, sbulan lps dpt ijazah, x dpt2 keje lg... Mula la.. "ko ni malaun, ape la pekdah mak ayah hbskn duit anta u 2.. Keje pn xde.. Smpai bila nk goyang kaki kt rumah je? Ngabiskn boreh jo.." "Cr keje x dpt2 la mak.. Igt nk mniage je?.." "Apo!? Nk niage?? Ape pekdah ko pg ambik law degree ko tu kalo nk mniage je?" "Bukan sy yg nak smbung blaja dlu, mak yg pakse.." Opss.. Lu fikir la sndri..

Dpt apa yg aku cb smpai kn?

So jawapan aku pada soalan aku sndri tu.. Kejar duit lg penting.. Pluang bsar x dtg slalu, skali d lpskn, mgkin x kn muncul lg smpai mampos..

Korg kt kata educational status lg pntg? Lantak ko la..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 6

LESSON 145
"Don't hate if you don't want to be haunted by it for the rest of your life unless you are ready to forgive"

Yup.. Jgn benci klau xnk trus dslubungi prasaan tu sepanjang hayat selagi x sdia bg kemaafan..
There is dis 1 guy, wlau cane aku fkir skalipn, hnya ada satu pkara yg ada dlm ht aku bl tringat or trlintas muka die kt kpl otak aku ni; benci yg teramat sangat.. I have my reason why.. Aku susah nk membenci org or nk pemdam lama2.. But, dis mthrf****r is one special case..

Memula kenal ms aku form5 skolah dlu, aku igt ok la.. student br.. muka innocent je.. Rupa2ny, perangai haprak, mmg mnusia plig sh*t skali aku pnh jumpa.. Hobi utama die, duk mnipu org, even org blh tau yg pnipuan die tu tlalu obvious, tp still dgn megah bin slambanye die mnipu jgk..

Bapak ade kilang dobi la.. Mak ade butik la.. Pastu ade tu, ade ni.. Yg pliknye, kalo die kaya sgt, apa yg menyebabkn die mempraktikkn hobi kdua die ni; mencuri.. Slagi ade benda yg die bkenan die sapu je.. Bukan kira ape.. N yg lg megah n slambanye, dah curi die pg guna plak trang2, n bl org tnye die kt die pnye, tp sm.. Uih... By da way, ktorg sm2 duk asrama.. Byk btul ms tu dak2 yg hilang brang tp kbtulan die ade brg yg sm mcm brg yg dak2 tu hilang.. Contoh: Baju, kasut, etc..

Satu lg, si mamat sial ni mg jnis yg back stabber.. Ms tgh x brape knal sgt mamat ni, aku, membe aku dak form 4, n die pnh la sembang pasal dak form 4 ni crush kat classmate die.. Lawa la jgk orgnye.. Aku tlg la nk ejaskn.. Tolong kwn la katakan.. Yg mamat sial ni pn nk tlg ejaskn jgk la konon.. Skali bl dah lm sket, bl dak pmpn tu da rpat dgn membe aku yg form 4 ni, dak pmpn tu gtau yg mamat sial tu bkn tlg ejaskn utk kwn aku yg form 4 ni, tp sbenanye nk ejaskn utk dr sndri.. X ke prangai anjig cmtu.. Yg lg bestnye, mamat sial ni dah ade gf.. Korang nilai la sndri level brape pnye mnusia s**t die ni..

So, skrg part knp aku benci die yg trmat sgt.. Aku gduh cmtu la dgn die memulany, sbb, aku difitnah dek die lps die amik brg aku.. Bkn nk kt, tp trbukti sbb dak2 lain pn mmg da tau sgt tabiat die tu.. Then x bckp la dgn die.. Smpai la ms tu nk dkt spm.. Die dtg mintak maap kt aku, aku pn ms tu rs xde pekdh pn nk simpan n pendam lelame ni.. So berbaik la n aku anggap ok, fine.. 0-0.. Sampai la lps jamuan akhir thun asrama, mlm tu tgkap gmba mcm2 la wat knangan, gamba2 yg pd aku mmg priceless sbb knangan2 pntg pd aku.. So, da ujung taun, asrama da nk ttup, msg2 da nk blk.. Byk la plak brg2 hlg.. N dak2 asrama sume ms tu mmg da tau sgt sape culprit dsblk khlgn brg2 tu.. So diorg pkat2 ms mamat haram jadah ni xde pg slongkar locker die.. Hah! Nah kau.. Slagi ade brg sumenye dlm tu.. N aku tpndang album gmba kt dlm locker die tu, so gatal la tgn pg selak.. Skali aku tgk gba2 dlm tu aku knal2 blaka, so aku pn tgk la plak album gamba aku yg x brusik dlm locker aku lak.. Mmg sial tul, brape byk gmba2 yg ktorg tgkap reramai die songlap.. Ms tu pns x trkta.. Dh mintak maap pastu wat lg.. Aku pendam dlu, sbb ms tu da nk dkt spm.. Mls nk kcoh2.. Smpai la last day spm n msg2 nk brambus dah.. Aku pn tggu la die blk dorm mmg nk luah abis la.. Lm da duk simpan.. Alih2 aku tertido.. Cis.. Tjaga je tgk2 die da brmbus.. N sempat lg die songlap aku pnye sunglasses kat locker, knp aku yakin die curi? Sbb ms die jmpa membe aku yg adiahkn sunglas tu kt aku, die duk pkai.. X ke celaka nmny tu??

Mmg sejak tu aku dendam.. Klau jmpa dpn2 mg aku nk trajang je.. Sial tul.. Kbtulan 1 ari aku jmpa profil die dlm friendster, mmg aku msg maki2 la.. Mmg geram, lg geram bila tau gf tbaru die tu mmg girl yg aku tau sgt baik.. x la jeles sbb aku pn ade gf da.. Tp geram ntah ape die tpu girl tu.. Aku ade la ugut die nk gtau girl tu nature die yg sbena.. Agaknye die tkut, cpt2 pg fitnah aku kat girl tu, dgn adk agkat yg aku da anggap mcm adk kndung sndri pn tpgruh sbb adk agkt aku tu rpat dgn girl tu.. B**i tul.. Lg btambah2 la kbencian aku pd die..

Klau tringat or tfikir mmg x tau nk kt sakitny ht aku ni.. Tp xpe, Allah tu lg maha mgtahui, Die dh atur sgala2ny utk hamba2-Nya.. Tggu dan lihat, kalau dunia ko slamat, tlepas.. Akhirat xde sape leh lari.. Tmasuk aku..

Tp ape pn, ko la mnusia yg plg aku benci kat muka bumi ni..
Mampus pn aku xkn maafkn prangai b**i ko tu..
Bia la even ade org kt jgn bdendam, lbh baik memaafkn skali pn.. Pegi mampos..
Pduli ape aku..

My life, my way..

Hmmm... 5

Egois dan penyesalan

"Adakalanya kehidupan ini bagaikan sekumpulan kelkatu yang baru keluar berterbangan untuk mengenali dunia. Masih lagi tidak mampu mengatur kehidupan sendiri dan bergantung kepada sesuatu yang tidak pasti bahagianya. Bila lampu yang bersinar dilihat, sang kelkatu berebut-rebut mendapatkan sinar yang dfikirkan membawa kebahagiaan. Dengan rakus melanggar lampu yang bersinar, namun akhirnya sang kelkatu jatuh menyembah bumi tanpa mendapat apa-apa…"

Dalam hidup aku, pada peringkat awal aku sangkakan aku mampu bergerak jauh dengan berlandaskan prinsip dan pemikiran aku sendiri, dari aku skolah rendah sampailah aku msk ke skolh mngah, aku hidup atas dasar nak menegakkan prinsip dan pegangan aku sendiri… Atas sifat egois dan kelalaian yang menguasai diri, aku menyimpang jauh dari makna sebenar prinsip dan pegangan aku, aku jadikan prinsip yang aku pegang sebagai alasan untuk aku buat apa yang aku nak. Akibat nya, aku jatuh, merudum trus menyembah tanah terus berkecai… Pada waktu tu br aku sedar, prinsip dan pegangan semata-mata xkn mampu utk membentuk seorang manusia, tapi prinsip dan pegangan kn diikuti dengan penghayatan dan perlaksanaan prinsip itu sendiri…

Tika aku terjatuh, aku salahkan semua orang, aku cuba cari kesalahan setiap org yang berkaitan dengan kejatuhan aku dan menyalahkan mereka sepenuhnya, semua org aku salahkan kecuali diri aku sendiri, masa tu egois aku terlalu tinggi. Pada aku apa yg aku buat betul as long aku x kacau org lain, dan siapa mereka utk judge apa yg aku buat?

Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha berkuasa, belbagai cara Dia boleh gunakan utk menyedarkan hamba-hambaNya yang lalai dan lupa. Satu ketika, aku didatangkan dengan satu ujian yang sangat perit, ujian yang hampir-hampir buatkn aku trus give up everything, masa tu baru egois aku yang kononnya sekukuh tembok ni runtuh, aku x mampu lg nk menyalahkan org lain kcuali dr aku sendiri, walau sejauh mana aku kaji dan renungi balik at the end aku just dpt konklusi bahawa dr aku sendiri yang menjadi punca segala-galanya…

Wlaupn pd awlnya aku nk give up, tp ada bbrp pkara yang buat aku kenmbali bgn, pkara utama yg buatkn aku x blh giv up adalah mak n ayah aku, dh tlalu banyak aku kecewakan mrk, now adlh ms yg sebaiknya aku brubah dan kembali balik ke landasan yang betul… Pd aku menyesal smata-mata xkn mengubah apa-apa selagi perubahan tidak dilakukan… So, aku bangun semula perlahan-lahan…

Berkat usaha dan tawakal aku pada Allah, alhamdulillah aku berada di mana aku sekarang… x dinafikan kadang-kadang kelalaian ttp membuatkn aku menyimpang, tp still x tlalu jauh dan aku mampu balik ke landasan asal…

Tp wlau cane pn prinsip aku tetep ade, cuma aku msukkan logik akal dn lbh fleksibel terhadap keadaan...

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 4

Lets talk about films.. Hm.. Since i want to write sumthng, but dont know what is da right topic to write about.. After a few hours (hours??) of thinking, i finally found a topic to write about.. Films..

Malaysian films..
Aiyoh.. Just agree with me, its almost 100% sucks.. Almost.. There is a few good malaysian films, i think.. (n what is dat films might be? hmm..) I really not sure if this 1 producer is really high in self confidence or just plain 'syok sendiri'.. Ade ke patut kata many new producers in this country x ikhlas nk wat film, nk kejar populariti, kjar duit n so on.. (mgkin la btul jgk kt ko tu mr producer..) But, jgn la prasan yg film2 ko tu bagus.. Byk jgk yg rubbish.. Seriously..
Director.. Hmm.. Still cant accept the fact that yasmin is gone.. such a big loss to us.. Al Fatihah..
By da way, speaking of da drector.. I really hate this one director, he got a title of prof madya, but his films is as suck as scholl kids films.. Why?? go and watch his films urself and do the judgement.. One great movies takes 12 years to be finished, but in this country, 12 movies must be done in a year.. No wonder..
But i think there is a hope in our animation industri.. Upin-ipin (of coz)



Worst film i ever watched-Gila-gila remaja, so many if i want to listed it here, but gila2 remaja is certainly the worst, the script. the cast, the heroin, well the hero kinda cool (just when he is on his scrambler)..
Best film ever-P. ramlee's n yasmin's films..

Hollywood films..
I m not in da position to comment so much about hollywood movies, bcoz i am not that expert.. But, still, a lot of it is of coz good, n some of it is not..
Worst ever-catwoman (stupid) never ending story..
Best ever-Avatar(of coz), transformers,matrix trilogi, lotr, sving private ryan..

Korean films..
I didnt think korean films is using a budget as big as hollywood films, but mostly they can produce a good films.. This is what our producers n directors should use as example.. Low budget, big impact.. Not low budget, rubbish.. Big budget, still rubbish..
Must see- do urself a favour try to find and watch this movie, 'a moment to remember' one of da most touching korean film ever..


Owh k.. That is my topic of da day.. Films.. Well, u might say if i really knows how to critics malaysian films, why not i make a good films myself.. No no no.. Thats not going to happen.. Well simon dont know how to sing, but he can say that other peoples singing is rubbish.. aight??
So? X puas hati??

My life, my way...

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Semalam aku saje2 bukak blog2 politik.. Blog blogger BN aku tgk, blog blogger PR pn aku tgk jgk.. Saje2 nk mgikuti pkembangan otak2 bloggers politik ni.. Tp lps aku bc rata2 aku kcewa sgt2.. X kisah la blggers yg side mn2 pn, yg aku kcewa ttg cr diorg mnulis.. Mengutuk, mengata, menyamakan manusia dgn binatang, kata org murtad la, kata org islam paderi la.. Plik tul aku, ape la yg bloggers2 ni dapat.. Ade yg ok mmg ok la pnulisannya.. Tp kn yg x elok tu.. Mrepek mrapu je.. Xde kredibilti org mlayu lgsg.. Nk bpcah blah mmg serah pd org mlayu.. dh jd nature org mlayu cmtu.. Org lain, kaum lain, semakin mmbgn, bsatu, yg malyu msh main tikam2, main jatuh mnjatuh x sdar2.. Adoyai.. Aku ade gak bc blog yg non muslim.. Sial tul mn2 yg kurang jar tu, kutuk agama aku, kutuk Allah.. Ape ni? Aku xkn kutuk agama lain, aku xkn ktuk bgsa lain.. Sbb pd aku sume mnusia, sume bgsa sm je.. Kcuali agama.. Tuhan hnya 1, Allah yg esa..
Pada aku, kalau Pm nk btul2 realisasikan konsep 1 malaysia die, jauh lg nk bjaya dcapai kalo mentaliti rkyat msh lg cmni.. Smata2 iklan kt tv. lakonan kt tv yg rakyat plbagai kaum ni bsatu padu.. hmm.. lakonan hnya lakonan.. Realitiny aku rasa x trcapai lg cmtu.. Tp x mustahil, klau sume org mcm aku.. hehe.. Maksud aku pandangan ttg kaum lain, wrna kulit, bahasa, agama, bangsa, x membezakan kita, tp mentaliti dan apa yg ade dalam hati kita, hipokrit, sinis, pandangan serong n so on..
Hmm.. Byk jgk aku mrepek ek.. Pape n tu la pndangan aku.. x stuju?

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 2

Sultan Johor Mangkat...

Tergerak nk meluahkan pendapat..
Pernah jugak aku dnga ttg sultan johor ms aku kcik dlu.. N yg aku denga tu pkara tak elok la..
tp..
pada aku, x kisah la apa pkara tak elok tu.. Sbb rata2 rakyat johor sayangkan baginda.. So terbukti baginda dekat kat hati rakyat..
Semoga roh baginda tenang diiringi doa rakyat jelata yg sygkn baginda.. Pada yg membenci, hentikan la, Allah maha mengetahui.. Pada yg menyayangi, teruskan mendoakan..
Well, aku rasa ramai pemimpin kt negara ni ada 'dark side' die.. Tu pandangan aku.. Tp as rakyat, pada aku bia la pemimpin tu nk truk cane pn, tapi yg penting rakyat tak terabai.. jangan nak makan sorang je.. Mungkn pendirian aku ni org kt mcm xde pendirian... Peduli ape aku..

My life, my way...

Hmmm... 1

Hallow there..
Well this is my first post. Lets make it my introduction. I have a blog b4 dis, but since i didnt hve enuf time n also doesnt have internet connection at my home, i just stop blogging. Hell, i think i already forgot da password for my old blog.. *sigh* let it be.. Well since now i am starting a new blog. Lets hope i will continue writing new post everyday.. I hope so.. So, i might write in english, i also might write in malay, n maybe in both.. I will do as i like.. Note; my english not perfect.. Who cares..

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